Hello My Blog,
It has been a very very long time since I came to you and sought to vent my soul to you.
Thanks for being there for me all this while.
Tonight, when I could not sleep, and did not know how to find solace in a seemingly despairing condition, I remembered you and you welcomed me with open arms.
Life has changed quite a bit since my last visit to you. That is life, isnt it, ever changing. Otherwise, it would have been named something else.
Tonight I really feel alone. The thoughts and the persona I had when I last came to you have totally gone, and I have transformed into a complete stranger now. And I do not know where I am headed.
Having to think of the very real fact that half my life, if not more, is already over, I cant help but wonder what is happening and why things are happening this way. I am clueless, direction less and most of all, purpose less. Moments of happiness do surface, not that I am sad most of the time, but I somehow miss my past. Many wise quotes point out to the age-old wisdom of not fretting over the past, but tonight I feel like putting those quotes in the trash can. If somehow, the very best of my past can come back, I will like it.
I am leaving you with no hopes, promises, commitments or remorse. I just wanted to let you know, and I have done that.
Thanks for being my companion.
Shyam Kurni
